Wicked Dreams: A Dark High School Bully Romance (Fallen Royals Book 1) Read online

  Wicked Dreams

  Fallen Royals, #1

  S. Massery

  This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real places are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places, and events are products of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events or places or persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2020 by S. Massery

  All rights reserved.

  Editing by Studio ENP

  Proofreading by Paige Sayer Proofreading

  Cover Design by S. Massery

  No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

  Kylie,

  For encouraging my dark side.

  Contents

  Author’s Note

  Playlist

  Blurb

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Also by S. Massery

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Author’s Note

  WARNING: this book has dubious consent and situations. Our anti-hero behaves questionably at times. Pretty much all the time, if we’re being completely honest. He’s no white knight, and he’s definitely not the good guy.

  If that sort of thing bothers you, I’d suggest passing on this story. If I’ve intrigued you…

  Carry on.

  Wicked Dreams is part of a trilogy and not a standalone.

  * * *

  Fallen Royals Series:

  Wicked Dreams

  Wicked Games

  TBA

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  Playlist

  Born to Bleed - Red Hearse

  I Just Don’t Care That Much - Matt Maeson

  Damned if I Do Ya (Damned If I Don’t) - All Time Low

  Bad Kind of Butterflies - Camila Cabello

  Saturday Night’s Alright For Fighting - Elton John

  Peer Pressure - James Bay (ft. Julia Michaels)

  My Oh My - Camila Cabello

  Heaven - Julia Michaels

  Graveyard (acoustic) - Halsey

  Good Things Fall Apart - Illenium & Jon Bellion

  Break Me - The Band Camino

  As a kid, she crushed my dreams to dust.

  * * *

  She tore both of our families apart with one confession, ending any chance of happiness for either of us and setting off a ripple effect of chaos.

  * * *

  Now she’s back as the new girl in school, and she doesn’t suspect the war that’s coming. She doesn’t realize the anger I’ve been harboring.

  * * *

  I’ve been waiting for the perfect time to ruin her life, and it’s finally here.

  * * *

  Because even traitors sleep—and I’m going to make sure she only dreams of me.

  * * *

  Then I’m going to destroy her.

  1

  Impossible truth #1: My foster parents decided they didn’t want kids anymore.

  Maybe I should’ve suspected that. Their jobs were keeping them so busy: they stayed late at work, they left the house early. They were irritated when they were home. I figured the three of us were easy keepers, so to speak. We did our chores and stayed quiet.

  Impossible truth #2: The social worker found a new home for me.

  That’s not the impossible part. The impossible part is that it’s back in my hometown, just three streets over from where I used to live.

  Before Mom got addicted to drugs.

  And before Dad got arrested.

  Impossible truth #3: I’m going back to private school.

  Part of me is elated that I’m going back to familiar territory. But the majority of me is terrified. I’m sure things have changed, that the people I went to elementary school with have changed, but it’s going to be... safe.

  “Hurry up, now,” my social worker calls. Angela stands on the edge of the new home’s lawn, waiting for me to get out of the car.

  I take a deep breath and open the door, hauling my bag with me. I was lucky enough to get a real backpack. Each other move had my stuff in garbage bags.

  “Let’s go, Margo.” Angela taps her watch. “We’ll make sure you feel settled, and then I need to get to an appointment across town.”

  The house is giant. Bigger than my old home used to be, that’s for sure. I think my eyes bug out when we walk up to the door, and it’s all frosted glass and dark wood.

  “What are their names?” My voice comes out scratchy. I spent the night prior crying, and my throat is on fire. I got close to my foster siblings while with the other family. We thought it would be a permanent thing, because that’s what they always told us. No mention of adoption, of course, but we were guaranteed another eleven months together—until I turned eighteen.

  Guaranteed. Ha. Joke’s on me.

  “Robert and Lenora Jenkins,” my social worker says. “You’d be their first… no, second foster.”

  I suck in a breath. “I don’t suppose I should ask what happened to the first.”

  She purses her lips and rings the doorbell. “She aged out.”

  Once you hit eighteen, you’re out.

  The door swings open, and a tiny woman stands in front of us. She has dark-brown hair and bright-blue eyes. Her lips curve up into a smile, and she steps aside. “Welcome, Margo! It’s so nice to meet you.”

  I smile back. “Thanks.”

  “Angie,” Lenora greets. “Please come in.”

  We walk into their large foyer. The need to run away hits me, and I eye the door.

  “Robert is upstairs. Margo, do you want to come with me and I can show you your room? We can go grab him together.”

  Angela follows us up the stairs, clearing her throat every time I pause to study the pictures. Their other foster daughter looks like Lenora. Dark hair with soft bangs, big blue eyes. She’s petite, too, framed between Lenora and a taller man.

  “Margo,” Angela whispers.

  “Sorry, sorry.”

  Lenora glances back, and her face falls.

  I stiffen.

  “That’s our daughter,” she says. “She passed away a few years ago.”

  Death is an ugly thing.

  She shows me to my room, and I drop my backpack on the full-sized bed. It’s a nice room, simple enough. I just need to keep reminding myself: Eleven months until freedom.

  Robert comes out of a room down the hall and grins at us. “Ah, you must be Margo! Lovely. Lenora showed you you
r room?”

  “Yes, sir,” I mumble.

  They seem like regular rich people, all sweaters and comfortable pants that look more expensive than my entire wardrobe. Their smiles seem genuine, and I pray that there isn’t any malice lurking under the surface.

  We all sit in their living room.

  Angela clears her throat again. “Margo just turned seventeen two weeks ago. We have about eleven months before she ages out of the system. You have kindly agreed to enroll her at Emery-Rose Elite School—”

  “Robert works there,” Lenora says, reaching out and patting my hand. “It’s a good education, and the tuition was free.”

  “Thank you.”

  Angela glances at me. “Well, Margo was originally there on scholarship when she was younger. Is that correct, Margo?”

  “The elementary school portion.” I shift back in my seat. “They accepted me back even though I’ve been in public schools?” Nine of them, to be exact.

  While the last family was good to me, and I was there for two years, there was a period of about five years where I bumped around different families and group homes, and the changing location meant changing schools, too. I tried my best to make it seamless, but jumping into new curriculums every year has pushed me a little behind, I’m sure of it.

  “Yes,” Angela says. “Congratulations, hon. You’re going back to Emery-Rose.”

  I swallow. My stomach is a mess of butterflies. “When do I start?”

  “Tomorrow,” Robert says. “They only just got back last week, so it’s perfect timing. You’ll be starting as a senior, although they mentioned you may need to do extra work to graduate with the current seniors.”

  I blow out a breath. It’s the same class I went in with. I draw up faces of kids I used to know, wondering if they’re still there.

  After a few more questions from my social worker, she stands and brushes off her pants. “Margo, call me if you need anything. Same with you, Lenora and Robert.” She hands them her card, and then she’s out the door.

  We’re left in silence.

  “Are you hungry?” Lenora asks. “Tired?”

  I nod. “I think I’m going to lie down, if that’s okay?”

  “Of course, honey. I’ll knock when it’s time for dinner.”

  As far as new homes go, the first day is always the worst. It’s like learning a new dance, and no one really takes the time to teach you the steps. New schools are the same, except… everyone seems to know I’m the foster kid.

  It’s going to be worse tomorrow. They’ll probably recognize my name. I’m sure there was a story when I vanished. My best friend at the time, Savannah, wrote me exactly one letter a week after I moved schools. She asked me if the rumors were true, if my mom was a coke-whore and Dad was her dealer.

  I never answered.

  I close my door and flop onto the bed, unlocking my phone. There are names I could stalk to prepare myself for tomorrow, but preparation never did me any good. Instead, I close my eyes and try not to think about where Claire and Hanna, my foster siblings, ended up.

  Sometime in the middle of the night, I wake with a start. I’m filled with a restless urge and a gnawing hunger in the pit of my stomach. I look out the window, contemplating the climb to the ground.

  They didn’t wake me for dinner, which isn’t surprising. I slept hard, the first good sleep in a long time. There were no dreams, no nightmares. Just… sleep.

  I push open the window and slide the screen up, leaning halfway out. The house is brick, but there’s nothing to grab on to. Nothing I can see, anyway. I pull myself back in and close the window, lowering myself to the floor. My phone’s glow illuminates the room, the buzz of a text harsh in the silence.

  Unknown: Heard you were back.

  I tilt my head and give it a few seconds. Then I type back.

  Me: Yes.

  Unknown: Watch out.

  I shiver and slam my phone back on the nightstand, facedown. It buzzes again, but I ignore it and crawl into bed. I block out the texts and the hunger, closing my eyes.

  Sleep takes a while to come back. Before I know it, my alarm is going off.

  Robert intercepts me on my way to the bathroom. “Coffee and breakfast downstairs.” He’s already dressed. “Did Lenora show you the uniform? It’s hanging in the closet. The white shirt and dark skirt or pants.”

  I nod, not quite awake enough to speak, and fumble my way to the bathroom. I brush my hair back, braiding it with quick and nimble fingers. And then my face… mascara and concealer to hide the dark circles under my eyes, a shade of pink lip stain on my full lips. I practice smiling in the mirror.

  It falls short. I can’t keep the tremble out of my hands.

  I add eyeliner.

  I get dressed quickly, sliding on my boots, and meet Robert downstairs. He slides a mug of coffee at me, and I smile at him.

  “Figured getting up this early is hard enough without caffeine,” he says.

  “Thank you.”

  “We’ll get your classes squared away first. Hopefully you’ll just miss homeroom, and we’ll get one of the kids to give you a tour.”

  I nod. “Okay.”

  We eat cereal in silence. We ride to the school in silence. It’s a bigger building down the street from the elementary and middle schools, and it looms like a castle at the end of the road. My stomach is a ball of nerves.

  “I figure I’ll be giving you rides every morning,” Robert says. “And we can meet at the car after. If you want to do any sort of sport or after-school activity, that’s fine. Lenora or I can arrange how we want to handle the pickup. But don’t feel restricted, okay?”

  “Right.”

  I make the mistake of glancing at my phone as we walk up the steps to the front door. There’s the text from last night still sitting on my lock screen, and I don’t even have to open it to read its message.

  Unknown: You’ll regret it.

  I shiver.

  “Everything okay?”

  “Yes.” Alarming texts from an anonymous person, hours after my arrival? That’s a fast way to get kicked out of a good home. When things seem too weird, some parents bail.

  I don’t blame them. I’d bail, too. In fact, I’d love nothing more than to run home and tuck myself back in bed and throw my phone in the trash. If only I had a home.

  Robert shows me to the office and introduces me to one of the guidance counselors.

  She looks at me funny, squinting, then waves me into the office. “Margo Wolfe? Come with me.”

  I perch on the chair next to her desk, watching her type.

  “You have a lot of different schools on your record,” she says in a mild voice. “Why is that?”

  “I’m a foster. Some homes didn’t work out.”

  “Robert and Lenora are good friends.” She’s still typing, her nails clacking against the keys. “We were a little worried about them taking in a teenager, but…”

  My eye twitches.

  “You’re going to behave, right?”

  I sit perfectly still. “Yes, ma’am.”

  She flashes me a smile. “Lovely. Okay, here’s your schedule. I had to put you in a lower math class, but perhaps you can find a tutor.”

  I nod. “Thank you.”

  The bell rings, and I jump.

  “End of homeroom. You’re going to be late.”

  My schedule is a mess of numbers and words. My heart beats faster. “I don’t know where to go.”

  She sighs. “Right. Follow me.”

  We walk out of her office, and her whole body perks up when her eyes land on a boy filling out a form. And then I take a good look at him, and something in my chest loosens.

  A familiar face.

  His gaze snaps to mine, and his name comes out of my memories.

  “Caleb Asher,” the guidance counselor says. “This is Margo—”

  “Wolfe,” he supplies, grinning. “We’ve met.”

  We’ve met. That’s a poor way to cover our history.


  His gaze travels up and down my body, and his lips curl into a smile. There’s something off about it. “I’ll take her to class for you, Ms. Ames.”

  “Thank you, Caleb.”

  And then it’s just Caleb and me in the office, the clock ticking loudly on the wall.

  “Well?” I ask.

  He turns and stalks out the door, taking the pink pass with him. I hurry to follow, practically jogging after his quick steps. When we’re out of sight of the office, he pivots toward me. His sudden closeness has me taking a step back, and I stare up into his eyes. My shoulder blades hit the lockers.

  “Why did you come back, Margo?”

  I narrow my eyes. “I didn’t have much of a choice.”

  He laughs, leaning down. He doesn’t touch me, but suddenly I’m ice-cold. His expression could stop my heart if he wanted. “You don’t stand a chance.”

  I shake my head, moving to edge around him. His hands slam into the lockers on either side of me, caging me in.

  “Margo Wolfe,” he whispers. “Haven’t you heard? I’m the king now.”

  He walks away, and I stay frozen against the lockers for a minute. That isn’t the boy I knew. No, he’s been replaced by a monster. And I’m pretty sure he just smelled blood in the water.